a recent loss

I read recently of the sudden passing of a woman I went to middle school with. Although I didn't know her well, my best friend was friends with her throughout the years. I had become friends with her on facebook, but as it often happens, we had never exchanged a post or message. I did, however, enjoy seeing pictures of her beautiful family. She was the proud mother of 3 young children and often posted pictures and updates. I feel such an overwhelming sadness for her family. Someone your own age, at the same stage in life, isn't supposed to die suddenly in their sleep. I keep replaying in my head what her children must be going through. Not because I'm morbid, but because it is one of my greatest fears. I couldn't live if something happened to my children, but I also fear something happening to me and not being able to watch them grow. Worrying about who would love them the same way I do. Who would raise them to be strong, trustworthy, honest, confident, loving young men. Who would make sure that they ate the right foods and did their homework and played outside. Its something nobody wants to think about...which is why this tragedy brings so much emotion to the surface. I pray that her husband is able to navigate through this time so that he can heal and help his children to heal. I pray that her older children can carry the memories of their mother in their heart and be able to replay them in their minds when they need comfort. I pray that they can remember every nuance of her face and voice, and find her in themselves as they grow. I pray that they tell stories about their mom, so that her youngest son feels like he remembers her. I pray that they learn the strength and depth of her love, when they welcome their own children. I pray that their futures will serve as a tribute to their mother and that the traits that she instilled in them for these few short years, will stay with them always. I pray that they find laughter again and that this experience will not lead them down dark roads, but only through a dark tunnel where they can find light on the other end.